Good Enough

I shouldn't be posting after having a glass or three of wine, and if my better half weren't asleep a few feet from me, then maybe I would consider not even bothering, but my mind is racing and I am stressed  right the hell out at this moment, SO....

I am going through this tough thing with work right now. A thing where I need to be making tough decisions, and though they are pretty much already made, because they are NO-BRAINERS, I am still stressed because I am not the type of person who rocks the boat, or puts people out, or says "No" or ever, ever, ever makes a decision based on what's good for me, rather than what will make people happy. So, yeah...I'm stressed right now, but also happy because someone is seeing my worth and willing to make my life easier for it.

It's hard to admit that I am good at what I do, hard to say that I am proud of myself for being in the position where I might be fought over, but damn.

Here I am.

And if I could take a minute and be selfish enough to admit it: It feels really fucking good.

Comments

[Hazel]

Sounds like good things are happening for you and you're struggling. Don't worry, you'll make the best decision for you and your family. It will all work out. Hang in there, girl.

[Chris Cactus]

Yay for goodness ;)

[Mom]

If ANYone in this whole entire world deserves to feel that good, it's you, Sweetheart. :-)
Remember Jack Handy, doggone it.

[BuffaloJenn]

Good luck. I'm pulling for you as you deal with whatever it is.

[Lori]

YAY FOR YOU JUJU. I AM HAPPY FOR YOU WHATEVER IT IS, AND I HOPE SOME DAY YOU SHARE SO WE CAN ALL CHEER YOU ON. GOOD JOB!