I haven't updated because things have been shitty. I don't want to sit and write about shitty things, mostly because there are things here that I must censor, to be fair to everyone. Therefore, what would I say? If things are feeling shitty for me, I have a hard time finding fun, light, fluff to write in this space. So I write nothing.
As you can obviously see, I am writing something now, which would lead you to the conclusion that the shitty has passed. This is somewhat true, as each day tends to be a struggle from one moment to the next but I do have some good news...
My daughter has been sleeping through the night. She is 3 months old and by god I am giving her the rice cereal in her bedtime bottle and screw all who think that is wrong (so wrong!) because I do not care. I am giving it to her and she is sleeping all night (9 hours last night!) and she wakes up happy and mommy wakes up relatively happy, so it's a win/win for us all. Sleep is helping me immensely to try and combat the shittiness. I realize that the shitty will pass, and thank you all for your own personal shitty stories to show me that I am not alone and that this is the hardest job in the world, no matter what some people might think.
My mom is also going to take LittleJuJu for another week before school starts and if that ain't the sweetest damned thing, I don't know what is.
Also? I think it is wrong that SpellCheck recognizes the word "Ain't" and even puts an apostrophe in for good measure.